what do you do

So this past week has had its ups and downs.....

So all this week I have been asking the same question in my head over and over and that is what do you do. Lets see how do i start this.....

I got a phone call on Monday about a friend that has wasted his life with drugs. Me and my other friend are wondering how do we help. and at this point we have worked on it and it seems the harder we try the more it pushes him away. So now i find myself asking what do you do? Nothing, that's all we can do at this point he doesn't want to listen and realize he needs help and he needs to figure it out himself.

I moved into my new place and i love it. Its so much better than the last place its not hot all the time. I also am working on my room and what i do to it.... I have some stuff up on the walls but I want more. I am also not sure what i am gonna do for lighting, I was thinking Christmas lights around the top of the walls. that seems like and fun cool idea, but i am not sure yet.

Now this is the tricky part I have had one thing on my mind most of this week. Probably the only good thing that i have been thinking about most. I am not sure what to do either.... I don't know because to be honest I have never felt this way ever. That is not a bad thing either. Its just so strange how one day life throws you some random thing and everything can change in a matter of seconds.... I just wish I could figure it out and I am sure the answer will come with time, but I know that whatever the outcome is its for the best.

I also went out tonight with the miata guys(no i am not gay) for a photo shoot and that was fun just being around awesome people and having a good time. I also keep thinking about D.C. and moving to start my train job. I just hope that is what the future has in store for me as well as some other things.

I am gonna start to post pictures of things so you guys know what I am talking about with this blog. Also was thinking of updating it more that just weekly not sure yet but you will know when that happens if you follow it.