Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Well Shit

thats kinda how i have felt this last week. Its just wierd I am not sure how to feel anymore because things that i want to work out are not. Things that i never expected to happen are happening.

Got a call today from the race team that I work for part time asking me if i would maybe wanna work at the shop as well as traveling with them like I do. It is just something I am gonna have to sleep on and think about.

This next weekend should be fun, I have my nieces birthday to go to Saturday. I also plan on lowering my car a little more. Other than that just have fun and be happy I guess. Being happy these last few weeks has been a little hard. There are things that I want to change and no matter how hard I try it just doesnt seem to work, it is very frustrating.

I went out with some friends tonight, well i guess you would call it a double date that i got suckered into some how. Not sure how it just happend i guess. I had fun met some new people that seem pretty awesome. Hung out with a friend that i havent seen in a while so that was nice.

Its really wierd all this week i have just been in a od mood and thinking a lot about everything. I am not sure it just feels like there is something missing and I have an idea what it is but I have been working on it for 2 years now and I just cant change it or make it change. I am not sure if it will even be the same anymore if i can change it.

1 comment:

  1. Double dates aren't always that bad. Well, I wouldn't know I've never actually been on one. I'm sure it went well though! What did you decide to get your niece? I hope you figure everything out.

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